That's Mckenzie, She thanks me when i kiss her. I like her.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
way too tired for this right now
OK well it's 3:06 in the morning right now and I'm way too tired for this right now. But I promised myself I would do this so here I am. I've been looking at a lot of crap online mostly on productivity and becoming a better blogger actually. I've been using del.icio.us as my way of bookmarking sites now. I have an extension for firefox called Foxylicious that integrates my del.icio.us bookmarks into the firefox bookmark menu. I also have the del.icio.us extension that gives a nice toolbar button for adding bookmarks, it allows you to select the tags that are associated with the site in an easy to use dialog similar to del.icio.us' own post site.
I've been reading about a book called Getting Things Done, it looks interesting and it's all about becoming super organized which has always appealed to me, it actually has me thinking about throwing some of this stuff I have away.
I have a couple pics of Mckenzie that I took tonight after bowling, I'll post them in the next few days to my Yahoo! Photos page.She's definitely making me better at bowling. I got a 120 this time, and that was even with her "help" on the first couple frames (I was getting more beer).
Off to bed...
I've been reading about a book called Getting Things Done, it looks interesting and it's all about becoming super organized which has always appealed to me, it actually has me thinking about throwing some of this stuff I have away.
I have a couple pics of Mckenzie that I took tonight after bowling, I'll post them in the next few days to my Yahoo! Photos page.She's definitely making me better at bowling. I got a 120 this time, and that was even with her "help" on the first couple frames (I was getting more beer).
Off to bed...
Monday, June 20, 2005
Well that was interesting
Worked last night, Father's Day, It sucked cause I got stuck with cold side so I didn't make shit for money. Oh well. Anyway I expo'd the way I wanted and that made me happy. Every time other people expo the shit they set it out and then you have to come by and pick it up and get bread for it, and that blows, so I did my best to make sure every thing I expo'd had everything it needed to go out right then so they could swoop by and get it. I had breadboards with soup and salad, and ranch with the damn cheese fries, I hate when you have to get the ranch. -- Rant over
So went and played some poker last night, that was the most retarded game of poker I have ever played. For some reason I didn't think about the fact that Carson would not have gone all in on the first hand if he didn't have something really good. My dumb ass went all in on a pair or something, I don't remember what Mckenzie had but she went in too, Carson pulled the strait. Got to watch the rest of that game and then watched a little of the second then left.
You don't get a mention this time, but I think you can figure why.
about to go to lunch with Cheryl and Jess, YAY. I had a liquor class earlier, that was cool, Joe kept asking me all the hard questions cause I wasn't new, that sucked. But I learned, YAY.
Slept well last night, that was good. Bid Maden After After party tonight what what. Mike's putting me on 50 23 24, so this should be interesting ah crap that means i'm virtually closing, this blows, oh well I think Gabe's closing tonight so we can head over to the party afterward, Heck Yes.
So went and played some poker last night, that was the most retarded game of poker I have ever played. For some reason I didn't think about the fact that Carson would not have gone all in on the first hand if he didn't have something really good. My dumb ass went all in on a pair or something, I don't remember what Mckenzie had but she went in too, Carson pulled the strait. Got to watch the rest of that game and then watched a little of the second then left.
You don't get a mention this time, but I think you can figure why.
about to go to lunch with Cheryl and Jess, YAY. I had a liquor class earlier, that was cool, Joe kept asking me all the hard questions cause I wasn't new, that sucked. But I learned, YAY.
Slept well last night, that was good. Bid Maden After After party tonight what what. Mike's putting me on 50 23 24, so this should be interesting ah crap that means i'm virtually closing, this blows, oh well I think Gabe's closing tonight so we can head over to the party afterward, Heck Yes.
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Crazy
Aight so i just took a fat crazy nap. I fell asleep at the computer for like ten minutes and then realized i should just move to the bed. I slept strait passed out for an hour then woke up rolled over and passed out for another half hour, then woke up rolled over and went back for like 40 min. Crazy tired, this ontop of the nap i took earlier when girly was here, that's nuts.
Pre-Dad's Day Day
Aight so my ass was up at like 7:30 this morning, THAT'S INSANE!
Anyway so my dad made his famous Swedish pancakes today, they rocked. My Girl came over too, my mom was down helping out my aunt so it was my dad, sis, girly, and I; oh and the dog too. She likes Swedish pancakes, dad found out.
My sis got my dad some wine and cheese and some chocolate, YAY. I got him some spray paint stuff to try out so he can do the windshield on his bike the way he wants. Went to the mall with the girly looking for her dad, we got him shorts, her family was not very helpful in the process. I had fun though, then we went to the bookstore and then we got ice cream. Then we came back to my place and took a nap, cause I was hella tired, now she's gone. She had to work, so that should tell you about where I am in the day. Oh yeah I not only woke up but once again I had a shower Pre-Noon again. Heck yes.
Cheryl got off work a little bit ago and she's gunnaI shower and take a nap. Then i'm going to try and convince her to go to the mall with me again, cause I wanna look around at shit, Heck Yes.
So I'm using this thing called w.bloggar so this thing might end up a little more spell checked and stuff, we'll see I might not even end up liking it. Whatever.
Retard Quote of the day: "Put that shit down, tha' don't belong to you"
Yeah dumb bitches shouldn't have kids, she didn't look like she could have handled one and she had two. I hate people.
Anyway so my dad made his famous Swedish pancakes today, they rocked. My Girl came over too, my mom was down helping out my aunt so it was my dad, sis, girly, and I; oh and the dog too. She likes Swedish pancakes, dad found out.
My sis got my dad some wine and cheese and some chocolate, YAY. I got him some spray paint stuff to try out so he can do the windshield on his bike the way he wants. Went to the mall with the girly looking for her dad, we got him shorts, her family was not very helpful in the process. I had fun though, then we went to the bookstore and then we got ice cream. Then we came back to my place and took a nap, cause I was hella tired, now she's gone. She had to work, so that should tell you about where I am in the day. Oh yeah I not only woke up but once again I had a shower Pre-Noon again. Heck yes.
Cheryl got off work a little bit ago and she's gunnaI shower and take a nap. Then i'm going to try and convince her to go to the mall with me again, cause I wanna look around at shit, Heck Yes.
So I'm using this thing called w.bloggar so this thing might end up a little more spell checked and stuff, we'll see I might not even end up liking it. Whatever.
Retard Quote of the day: "Put that shit down, tha' don't belong to you"
Yeah dumb bitches shouldn't have kids, she didn't look like she could have handled one and she had two. I hate people.
Friday, June 17, 2005
del.icio.us/s7726
OK well, I just deleted all my bookmarks on accident so I suppose i will start from scratch, I wanted to start using del.icio.us anyway. So all my bookmarks will be available there. I have some of the really old ones from back in the IE days, Firefox rules by the way.
del.icio.us/s7726
del.icio.us/s7726
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Heck yes master golfer
Yeah so I shot a birdie today, my mom says that's not a nice thing to do, but I had fun. Las Po E7 E6, Par 3 I nocked it just past the green then hit a 30-40 foot chip into the cup. Heck Yes.
I love A's Games, Yes I do, I do, I do. But I did have a crazy hang over this morning, so yeah, we'll have to work on that.
Retard obnoxious quote of the day for yesterday: "What a fag!"
I mean come on who says that anymore?
I love A's Games, Yes I do, I do, I do. But I did have a crazy hang over this morning, so yeah, we'll have to work on that.
Retard obnoxious quote of the day for yesterday: "What a fag!"
I mean come on who says that anymore?
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
What's been going down
Aight so a while back I was sort of forced out of my Jopb at good ole MC's. Thankfully my GM loved me, and she hooked it up so I "quit", that ruled. Anyway I was without a job for about a month and a half, YAY no income. Yeah Fortunetly I had a crapload of savings so was able to not only survive but experienced virtually no change in my lifestlye. Heck Yes.
I eventually started applying for jobs and got hired at Outback and Black Angus. I went with Outback beacuase it looked like more fun. It was awesome cause i got hired before i knew that i had "quit" MCs and so i told them the real reason I left and they totally understood, that rocked. I've been working there a few months now and I love it. The people are mostly awesome, there's a couple that mysteriosly can't stand me, but whatever, no one else seems to understand it either, so to each his own. There's always someone to talk to or shoot the shit with cause there's usually at least like 18-20 people on the floor every night. I work with a ghuy that used to push me into lockers and shit in like 7th grade, that's funny and it's a big joke now, Mike's a good guy. I've made a lot of new friends. I'm getting better at poker and actually won some money the game before last -- "I will beat you and I will take all your money Rob" -- he didn't listen, hehe.
I got into college, I'm going to be a Mechatronic engineer at Chico state, I move into UV on the 17th of aug and start class on the 22nd. It should be fun. I definetly will be there 3 years though my major is a high unit one and it's actually impossible to get all the classes and everythign done in two. No worries.
I've been seeing someone for about the last two weeks (Keepin it low key for now). As of last night she's officially my girlfriend. I like her, she's cute. We're 12 together, I like that. I hug her form behind while we walk, she likes that. She's going to be on a plane to Spain on the 17th of aug, yep the same day i move in at chico, I don't like that. She'll be gone for the semester, i'll be gone for three years give or take holidays and shiznit, we'll see what happens.
So there it is, I think i'm caught up. I suppose i could add in the fact that i'm up to 5 books now (excluding computer books and crap). Oh my dad has been teaching me to ride his motorcycle, we've only been able to do it a few times cause I work most nights, and we've both been busy. The family is doing good, my sis moved to a new place and her new roommate doesn't seem too crazy, i like her she seems nice, she's kinda cute too, she's like 30 and seems to have her shit together, Sarah seems much happier. Mom's still with FrictionZone, Dad's still workin his ass off at Devcon. They both have Futuras now Dad's is red Mom's is this cool blue-green-silver that i keep telling her would look sick with clear turn signal lenses, and she keeps telling me she doesn't want to blend anymore, fewy.
Yeah so I'm gunna start trying to get on here like once a week at least, i figure it's the only lifeline to some and will be for the next 3 years prolly so as long as some one keeps interest, and heck even if no one does it should be good for me to do this ocassionally; maybe i'll make my rents start reading it, so they can keep up with my life while i'm away. I'm gunna miss everyone, I've never been gone that long.
I eventually started applying for jobs and got hired at Outback and Black Angus. I went with Outback beacuase it looked like more fun. It was awesome cause i got hired before i knew that i had "quit" MCs and so i told them the real reason I left and they totally understood, that rocked. I've been working there a few months now and I love it. The people are mostly awesome, there's a couple that mysteriosly can't stand me, but whatever, no one else seems to understand it either, so to each his own. There's always someone to talk to or shoot the shit with cause there's usually at least like 18-20 people on the floor every night. I work with a ghuy that used to push me into lockers and shit in like 7th grade, that's funny and it's a big joke now, Mike's a good guy. I've made a lot of new friends. I'm getting better at poker and actually won some money the game before last -- "I will beat you and I will take all your money Rob" -- he didn't listen, hehe.
I got into college, I'm going to be a Mechatronic engineer at Chico state, I move into UV on the 17th of aug and start class on the 22nd. It should be fun. I definetly will be there 3 years though my major is a high unit one and it's actually impossible to get all the classes and everythign done in two. No worries.
I've been seeing someone for about the last two weeks (Keepin it low key for now). As of last night she's officially my girlfriend. I like her, she's cute. We're 12 together, I like that. I hug her form behind while we walk, she likes that. She's going to be on a plane to Spain on the 17th of aug, yep the same day i move in at chico, I don't like that. She'll be gone for the semester, i'll be gone for three years give or take holidays and shiznit, we'll see what happens.
So there it is, I think i'm caught up. I suppose i could add in the fact that i'm up to 5 books now (excluding computer books and crap). Oh my dad has been teaching me to ride his motorcycle, we've only been able to do it a few times cause I work most nights, and we've both been busy. The family is doing good, my sis moved to a new place and her new roommate doesn't seem too crazy, i like her she seems nice, she's kinda cute too, she's like 30 and seems to have her shit together, Sarah seems much happier. Mom's still with FrictionZone, Dad's still workin his ass off at Devcon. They both have Futuras now Dad's is red Mom's is this cool blue-green-silver that i keep telling her would look sick with clear turn signal lenses, and she keeps telling me she doesn't want to blend anymore, fewy.
Yeah so I'm gunna start trying to get on here like once a week at least, i figure it's the only lifeline to some and will be for the next 3 years prolly so as long as some one keeps interest, and heck even if no one does it should be good for me to do this ocassionally; maybe i'll make my rents start reading it, so they can keep up with my life while i'm away. I'm gunna miss everyone, I've never been gone that long.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
Monday, April 25, 2005
Eliminate Worry
I’ve realized that very little in life is worth worrying about. So I don’t anymore. I have virtually eliminated wory from my life. I’ve become a much happier person.
Everything will work itself out eventually, until then just go with whatever, can it really be that bad? If it is change it.
Another thing i’ve done that helps is become more active in the things I care about. Why worry about it if your not willing to change it. If your working to change it don’t worry about it.
Everything will work itself out eventually, until then just go with whatever, can it really be that bad? If it is change it.
Another thing i’ve done that helps is become more active in the things I care about. Why worry about it if your not willing to change it. If your working to change it don’t worry about it.
It sounds simple, but it’s worked for me.
Example:
This might sound kind of evil but whatever.
I was best freinds with this girl for a long time. We have a long involved history, and we have always fought a lot. A while back i realized that reason that I was soo upset by some of the things that happened was because I was disapointed, or worried about what had happened. She’s not my friend anymore, I don’t expect her to be. I’m not disapointed when she does something I dissagree with. I’m not worried that something i do is going to dissapoint her. I still love her with all my heart, but she’s not my friend.
It’s entirely mental, but isn’t that what worry is? By lowering my expectations I’m no longer worried about the outcome of my decisions.
I love my life!
See more progress on: Worry less.
Monday, April 18, 2005
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Gain that weight
Heck yes alright I’m a skinny f**ker. 6’3” and i was down to about 140, the most i’ve ever weighed was 150, I got back to my more normal 145 and now for the past few days I’ve been between 145 and 150, so the goal is to gain another 10 pounds so i’m shooting for 155-160, 160 is theoretically the lowball of what i should weight for my height, and the goal is also to have that all be muscle so yeah I should be in prety damn good shape if and when i get there.
See more progress on: gain 10 pounds
Friday, February 25, 2005
Being useful
So I've sort of determined that most of the people in my life only want me around when I'm useful.
My previous best friend of hella days, almost can't stand me anymore. I've recently taken to the idea that we are not friends, which makes things easier because I'm not expecting her to be my friend so when she does something non-friend like I'm not disappointed. It works well most of the time. And when she does something friend like, I'm pleasantly surprised. So most of the time she is really short with me and all but when there is something that she needs me to do for her she gets all nice to me, and all of a sudden wants me to hang out, which she lies to her bf about by the way. He and I don't get along for various reasons, I'm just fine being in the same room with him though, he's getting better, for a while he wouldn't even come in the same building. I work with her by the way.
And my English teacher hates me, on Tuesday it got real bad she was all threatening to drop me from the class if I didn't and shit. Thursday there was no problem, and mysteriously she needed my help with the projector and shit. Hmm this is getting to be way to coincidental.
Whatever, I'm gunna leave anyway, get my ass out of this place. I love the song I'm listening to right now -- Breaking Benjamin - Rain --
Thanks to the peeps last night for coming out to OC Thursday, I really appreciate that, we had 15 people last night. Bob's still getting all pissy about it, I think he thinks we drive away customers. NOT TRUE, we were just 15 people that would not have been there otherwise.
Got to go to work doing books again today.
My previous best friend of hella days, almost can't stand me anymore. I've recently taken to the idea that we are not friends, which makes things easier because I'm not expecting her to be my friend so when she does something non-friend like I'm not disappointed. It works well most of the time. And when she does something friend like, I'm pleasantly surprised. So most of the time she is really short with me and all but when there is something that she needs me to do for her she gets all nice to me, and all of a sudden wants me to hang out, which she lies to her bf about by the way. He and I don't get along for various reasons, I'm just fine being in the same room with him though, he's getting better, for a while he wouldn't even come in the same building. I work with her by the way.
And my English teacher hates me, on Tuesday it got real bad she was all threatening to drop me from the class if I didn't and shit. Thursday there was no problem, and mysteriously she needed my help with the projector and shit. Hmm this is getting to be way to coincidental.
Whatever, I'm gunna leave anyway, get my ass out of this place. I love the song I'm listening to right now -- Breaking Benjamin - Rain --
Thanks to the peeps last night for coming out to OC Thursday, I really appreciate that, we had 15 people last night. Bob's still getting all pissy about it, I think he thinks we drive away customers. NOT TRUE, we were just 15 people that would not have been there otherwise.
Got to go to work doing books again today.
Saturday, February 19, 2005
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Sitting here in the morning.
Supposed to be getting ready for work.
I'm going to leave, I'm not sure when.
Regardless of how the college thing turns out,
I'm leaving.
It's time for me to go.
There's nothing left for me here.
I'm going nowhere.
I've got no reason not to go nowhere somewhere else.
I've discovered I'm incapable of holding a conversation with someone.
I was sitting on a couch in Starbs with LJ and Pat the other day,
I thought we were all talking.
Then some of Pat's friends showed up and he started talking to them.
I realized that I couldn't hold a conversation with LJ,
I'm not sure why.
It led me to the realization that LJ and Pat had been having the conversation,
I had just been inserting little comments here and there.
I'm not sure if I have any friends anymore.
Everyone that I would sort of consider my friend,
turns out to be someone else's friend,
that happens to be able to stand me.
Supposed to be getting ready for work.
I'm going to leave, I'm not sure when.
Regardless of how the college thing turns out,
I'm leaving.
It's time for me to go.
There's nothing left for me here.
I'm going nowhere.
I've got no reason not to go nowhere somewhere else.
I've discovered I'm incapable of holding a conversation with someone.
I was sitting on a couch in Starbs with LJ and Pat the other day,
I thought we were all talking.
Then some of Pat's friends showed up and he started talking to them.
I realized that I couldn't hold a conversation with LJ,
I'm not sure why.
It led me to the realization that LJ and Pat had been having the conversation,
I had just been inserting little comments here and there.
I'm not sure if I have any friends anymore.
Everyone that I would sort of consider my friend,
turns out to be someone else's friend,
that happens to be able to stand me.
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